Bad Days!

Bad days r here for me and i'm really scared about them for sometimes they overwhelm me and it becomes so horrifying that i cannot do anything but cry like a baby. What scares me? My life partner i fear she'll throw me out of the house and now i knnow i've nowhere to go at all when that happens but on the streets. This scenario is of my making and i'm repenting i've begged her not to do so and spare me she says ok and equally wants to live with me, for she too is insecure in life.

I'm determined to change my self for good, its now nine months and i've not got a job to stabilize myself the reasons i'm too old and also i'm not qualified to do any job at all, but i've not lost hope i think i shall definitely get some source of income in these recent months.

Bore!

Hello everyone, what's happenings?
I don't know what to say and what not to say, i think i better just keep my mouth shut and close this page but something tells me i shoulds carry on writing, maybe i'll enjoy writing my feelings to people and they'll feel very bore, roll up their eyes and carry on with things on hand.
My head is aching a lot right now but not doing anything about it. Very bad. I'm watching my breath now flowing through my nostrils in and out. The headache has stopped. Congratulations! I'm getting somewhere. something good is happening to me now, i'm feeling good about it and very much.
It means there comes a time in one's life where things go wrong but if one keeps one's cool the wrongs go away provided one don't react to the wrong. Nothing is permanent in this world, yet people hold on to things and fight, it leads to nowhere at all, we only realize when we r suffering with pain, we have hatred, so do things all the wrong things we ought not to do, this goes on. One should wait and relax and keep cool only then things come to a pass.
I came in with boredom and headache i didn't react but started writing knowing little where it will lead to, but i knew i was doing the right thing and i carried on and now i'm preety good with myself.

The recently concluded dance show on Sony Entertainment Television Jhalak Diklaja was superb i loved watching all the contestant perform but the supreme dances performed by the finalist (Prachi,Jay, Sandhya) were mindblowing but there was a hitch in the final result that was the result was not good everyone knew Sandhya would win but Prachi won both the dancers were good fanastic i felt b'coz Prachi is a television actor star who have a big television fans she won it was not on merit only which should be the purpose.

Congatulations to Master Blaster.

My hearty Congratulations to the Master Blaster Sachin Tendulakar for breaking the record of Aussie Border i'm finding it very awesome that sachin after having played for seventeen long years has continued to maintained his cricketing form, the whole of the country is really looking up to him to win more matches in the future also, i in person looking forward to watch his game in Australia Tour we must win the tour in Australia the aussies have challenged us for a win in their home turf, but with not one but three experienced players (sachin,sourav, rahul) in the side i don't think there's any fear of losing there.The very best of luck to the boys in blue.

Playing To Win

If the people of India r to select a team for a upcoming tour i hope there is no politics i do not wish to sound pessimistic, but i wonder if the oldies r using a channel to their popularity, to see for themselves if they r loved and wanting but i must state here that the real test for the cricketers is not any strings they pull or by the size of love they generate in general but playing to win for their country if they oldies can do that i'll be more than happy.

Ind/Aus Series.

The loss of team india in the seven ODI's being played between india/aussies was huge especially when Indians came back home winning twenty 20 world cup, i repeat a world cup won away from home at a time when the team is not winning any matches at all, the loss of team india then at home against aussies was shameful, why b'coz the big three players sachin,rahul,and sourav never contributed and generally disturbed the team as a whole one has to to take in mind that the indians were very confident and proactive in their game sans the big three its time they should be dropped for the benefit of the game. Scoring runs above fifty is not just enough one has to bear in mind one has to play to win which never happened especially from the big three(tendulkar,dravid,ganguly) they look out of place and old if tendulkar scores 70-80 odd runs he is never seen on the field in the remaining part of the game, are they falling prey to off field antics of the aussies.
Indians will be visiting Australia in the near future to play cricket and they have to be very very tough on the field and off it to counter the aussie attack how will the big three's presence be of any use then.

Twenty20 World Cup.

The celebrations on winning the twenty20 world cup in South Africa, by the new Team India, sometime last month, was i must say a bit too much, for it showed power,arrogance to the hilt not all sports in the country shows this enthusiasm but since there is lot of politics and powerplay in the game of cricket that this show of welcome to the winning team is accorded, there is rivalry and stakes r high and one needs to stay ahead of the other sacrificing the game and sportsmanship.